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-</a></li><li><a class="toctarg" href="#tocanch1">"Playing saps the will"</a></li><li><a class="toctarg" href="#tocanch2">Clumsy me</a></li><li><a class="toctarg" href="#tocanch3">Finally...</a></li><li><a class="toctarg" href="#tocanch4">The Touhou project and Clumsy me cont'd</a></li></ul>
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-		<h2 id="titleh" class="TText" style="font-wight:normal;">Does gaming make me merrier &amp; more relaxed or the opposite?</h2>
-		<div id="datetags" class="TText" style="margin-bottom:1em;">2018-02-05<br>#garbage</div>
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-<h2 id="tocanch0" class="tvis">
-Disclaimer: What this article is and what it is not
-</h2>
-<p>
-	</p><ul>
-		<li>It's abount my current status.</li>
-		<li>It expresses my fear of losing interest on everything.</li>
-		<li>It doesn't speak bad of the game industry.</li>
-		<li>Nor do I try to convince you to behave like me. Although it
-		saves money, it's horrible.
-		</li>
-	</ul>
-<p></p>
-<h2 id="tocanch1" class="tvis">"Playing saps the will"</h2>
-<p>
-The heading is a literal translation of the Chinese idiom 「玩物丧志」.
-80% of the parents in China believes in this phrase, mine included.
-So I was strictly kept away from most ways of entertainment in my early
-years. During this period I developed distinct interests among the age
-group such as disassembling gadgets, programming and some music skills.
-Also due to the same reason, I've never had or even touched any device whose
-sole functionality is gaming (i.e. a gaming console, or even a Tamagotchi).
-</p>
-<p>
-The only way to play video games I was aware of then was to go to a stupid
-website within a intranet of my area. There was a deeply hidden link where a
-lot of flash games are hosted. There were plenty mockups of the Super Mario
-series, 「魔塔」<a id="n1" href="#note1" class="note">[1]</a>
-replicas and some strategic games, which definitely contributed to the
-shaping of my game preferences.
-</p>
-<p>
-The only non-flash game played by me when I was in the elementary school was
-Road Rash 2002.
-</p>
-<p>
-The only non-flash game I played during junior high school was Ballance.
-(although I also played a custom map (the tower defense one) for Warcraft
-III, a little Red Alert 2 and beat hazard, these never became my dominating
-game choice.) I played through the main content in the first month. But as
-for the DLC (Level 13, 「速度」/"Sudu"), I didn't pass it until the last day
-of Feburary this year. After going through the first 12 levels, I devoted
-myself to modding and later, cloning the entire game. I even made a new
-but somehow stupid game with the same engine called WHG3D. I still faced the
-pressure from my parents because they didn't want me do such "improper
-business".
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-<p>
-Of course I played solitaire and minesweeper, but at this time I wasn't
-aware of the actual rules of minesweeper so all I did was clicking randomly.
-</p>
-<h2 id="tocanch2" class="tvis">Clumsy me</h2>
-<p>
-After getting into senior high school, and later, the StupiD University,
-I got more time of my own. I was able to play more than ever, but suddenly
-I found out I was too clumsy to play... 
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-<p>
-I tried...
-</p>
-<ul>
-	<li>osu! but I was so clumsy that I couldn't play even with a
-touchscreen at the lowest difficulty.</li>
-	<li>the Touhou project but I am so clumsy that I couldn't even make it
-through the normal difficulty of most releases. More on this later.</li>
-	<li>Minecraft but I was constantly killed by myself using custom potions
-</li>
-	<li>Snakebird but I was so dumb that I couldn't even make it through the
-fifth level.</li>
-	<li>Portal and Portal 2 but I always got stuck in infinite loops.</li>
-	<li>Neverball but I don't even know how to jump properly.</li>
-</ul>
-<p>
-These games are actually playable for me:
-</p>
-<ul>
-	<li>Minesweeper: finally I am not clicking randomly anymore. I tried to
-be hardcore at this one but my highscores were capped at 130 seconds on
-hard. Not even close to 100 seconds.</li>
-	<li>2048: once you get the trick, you can pass it infinity times.</li>
-	<li>Patience: although I have little patience, I play patience. If I
-got stuck, I just redeal.</li>
-	<li>Minecraft: still I was constantly killed by myself using custom
-potions.</li>
-	<li>sequels of BTD: these games suck and lags a lot.</li>
-	<li>chrome://dino: not really playable. I don't know what the fifth
-digit of the score is for because I can literally see nothing after reaching
-2400.</li>
-</ul>
-<h2 id="tocanch3" class="tvis">Finally...</h2>
-<p>
-	All of these leads to my current situation: I still play those
-"playable" games. For example I can reach round 100 in BMC with a level 35
-city on most maps with ease and I can get to 4096 in 2048 without much
-effort, but I always suffer from a strong feeling of voidness
-<a id="n2" href="#note2" class="note">[2]</a>
- after stopping playing. I am unsure about the source of such feeling, but
-it is definitely related to playing games. The feeling is so strong that I
-often stuck for hours before I can actually start getting my jobs done.
-</p>
-<p>
-	Probably due to the fear of creating more voidness, I refuse to learn
-playing a new game. Also I am gradually losing interest in the games I am
-still playing. This could be concerning because once I lost interest in
-every game I may be bored to death. All I can do now is to hope that I
-would have developed other interests to entertain myself then.
-</p>
-<h2 id="tocanch4" class="tvis">The Touhou project and Clumsy me cont'd</h2>
-<p>
-	I came across this when I was in junior high school. At that time I
-thought this was merely girls shooting unknown substance while avoiding
-other unknown substance coming in all directions.
-</p>
-<p>
-	Later I found the music of this series interesting and started actually
-playing it. Before long I started adoring those cute <a id="n3" href="#note3" class="note">[3]</a> characters as well.
-I changed my wallpapers on all my devices to pictures of those characters
-so that I can see them everywhere. Also I my favourite playlists were
-replaced by the in-game music.
-</p>
-<p>
-	But all of these can't hide the fact that I suck at this game. I can't
-play through the Normal difficulty of most releases, some not even the Easy
-difficulty. This is probably due to some erroneous mechanics of my control
-system -- sometimes when my intent was to press a certain key, I may press
-another one instead. <a id="n4" href="#note4" class="note">[4]</a>Strangely this happens only when
-I am playing games, it seldom happens when I am typing. Just in case you
-are wondering, I type faster than most Chinese computer users, at around
-330 cpm or 66 wpm. However this doesn't help me become a decent gamer.
-</p>
-<p>
-What makes everything even worse is that I've got heart disease, making it
-impossible for me to play any games that require high tension or may
-cause great excitement. These games may really harm me.
-</p>
-<p>
-Any advice on how to fix me is highly appreciated.
-</p>
-</article>
-</div><br><hr>
-		<div class="TText" id="notediv" style="font-size:80%;"><span class="TText"><a id="note1" href="#n1">[1]</a>: lit. "Magic Tower", an RPG game<br></span><span class="TText"><a id="note2" href="#n2">[2]</a>: Something like extreme boredom, but not exactly.<br></span><span class="TText"><a id="note3" href="#n3">[3]</a>: In a oriental
-way -- a Japonic way to be more specific <br></span><span class="TText"><a id="note4" href="#n4">[4]</a>: Also applicable to mouse clicks. When I try
-to activate a certain ability in BTD, I may find myself dying just because
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author	Chris Xiong <chirs241097@gmail.com>	2024-06-22 19:59:16 -0400
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